On New People!

There are always phases in life when you move to a new place or a different job setup, some sort of posting etc. Now it is generally said that one can always have a sustainable number of actual friends. confusion starts when you want to feel the thing to add one or two particular people in the category of your friends list, although in no way ever can they be those life long, old, decade long best friends that you have, they might probably have a category of their own.

And the difficulty is with people like me who have a tendency of making friends with getting attached to them, even though they might just be having a time pass. I know its not a good trait but is there a way to deal it with yourself, as in restricting yourself when your heart does not want to and then coming out hurt at the end. i can actually predict it at times happening but cant help it!

the complexity and the simplicity of it!

the way i look at it.life at this or some other particular moment. if i have the pressures and influences of the social world around me, and the best that is expected out of anybody, my family members individually to be precise, than it seems miserable.because many times, just like these days, it seems a bit colorless and disappointing, not upto the standards of world and people around, many cliches, status and social phenomenons related. but if i look at it from the point of view of my own faith, my Lords instructions and my beleifs then it is pretty much good, and happy and contented. or it should be. i have much that a lot of people do not have. and i am firm in my beleifs at times, and not at others, these are just the social factors that govern them sometimes, but this shouldnt be. when i have faith in something than it should be staunch. i should than declare it not with simplicity or complexity that yes, it should be good. do not want to be ungrateful to Lord. have had too much of complaints and ungratefulness.shirking away that now.just now.Lord you are going to help me.and my demands stay there.still, life is good.